13 more days!!!!!
until im in the place that i need to be right now, away from all the dumb shit that has weighed me down for years….and in the arms of the one person that has always been able to look past MY bullshit and see the good in me…
i’ve lost 7 pounds!!!
i’ve gotten all the poison out of my life and look at me…im becoming healthier, both mentally and physically…im at peace with myself now and i love it.
i went to my first dance class in 5 years and it was the most amazing feeling i had ever had….to be moving again…i had forgotten what it was like to speak with my body and be that free. it was hip hop of all things though so i was totally out of my element but i think that’s what i need to be right now at this moment….
Today will be a better day than yesterday.
I will be a better person than I was yesterday.
I am going to tell myself this every day for the rest of my life…
i feel like something died…and so i mourned the death of my former relationship and gave eacg step some time and now ive finally made it to ACCEPTANCE….
“ Sometimes it seems like you are the only one in the world who’s struggling, who’s frustrated, unsatisfied, barely getting by. But that feeling’s a lie. And if you just hold on, just find the courage to face it all for another day, someone or something will find you and make it all okay. Because we all need a little help sometimes-someone to helps us hear the music in their world, to remind us that it won’t always be this way. That someone is out there. And that someone will find you. ”
Lucas Scott
