it’s not that our love died….it just never really bloomed.
i don’t miss him. i don’t even want him back…but for some reason right now at this moment i’m thinking about him and it’s making me sad….i think that maybe i’m just sad about the way everything went down and ended between us. It honestly wasnt the way that i wanted things to happen and a part of me wishes that i could let him know that…but i tried and in the end i can’t change that fact that he didnt listen and he didnt get what i needed….i dont miss him but i think that what i do miss if all the things that i had believed that we would be someday…i miss that faith in something…the faith that i had was so strong it took over everything that didnt have to do with the two of us…and i KNOW that’s what the problem was for me and for the both of us in the end…but right now? i just miss the possibilities….
